Broke up on last day of 2010

Finally got the courage to do so. I neeed to do this, best decision despite hurting one.

I will need the courage to move on soon.

COURAGE

For memory of 10mths together.

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3rd day he in hk

I dunno why I keep thinking of him all day. I m determined to break up with him too. No use holding on to someone who doesn't love me as much as I do n fools around, misuse my trust.

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Leaving

I dun like the feeling of separation.
Infatuation I guess.
Kinda miss the feeling of being pampered n feel the concern being showed.

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Xcited!

I think my life will go through tremendous changes in 2011.

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Jeff is getting engaged despite of the fact that they got together less than 3 mths.

i am jealous.
i hate people around me is getting married.
now i noe why girls would feel during this period.

i am only 21. i should not be going through all these at this point of time in my life.
why should i be going through?

Somebody said something to me before that made me realised something.
i am not fit to be someone's GF.
i really do not know how to love one.

i am such a failure.
looking back at all r/s, it does prove to me that i am IN FACT a 100% FAILURE GF.

thus i am not fit to get married.

why am i feeling this right now?

this feeling shouldnt be felt within me AT ALL!

ARGH.

FCUKED !!!!

FCUKING SHITTY DAY