enireK-ious

Broke up on last day of 2010

2010-12-31T18:15:00.001+08:00

Finally got the courage to do so. I neeed to do this, best decision despite hurting one.

I will need the courage to move on soon.

COURAGE

For memory of 10mths together.

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3rd day he in hk

2010-12-28T21:44:00.001+08:00

I dunno why I keep thinking of him all day. I m determined to break up with him too. No use holding on to someone who doesn't love me as much as I do n fools around, misuse my trust.

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Leaving

2010-12-26T09:00:00.001+08:00

I dun like the feeling of separation.
Infatuation I guess.
Kinda miss the feeling of being pampered n feel the concern being showed.

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Xcited!

2010-12-24T08:54:00.001+08:00

I think my life will go through tremendous changes in 2011.

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2010-04-04T16:48:00.002+08:00

Jeff is getting engaged despite of the fact that they got together less than 3 mths.

i am jealous.
i hate people around me is getting married.
now i noe why girls would feel during this period.

i am only 21. i should not be going through all these at this point of time in my life.
why should i be going through?

Somebody said something to me before that made me realised something.
i am not fit to be someone's GF.
i really do not know how to love one.

i am such a failure.
looking back at all r/s, it does prove to me that i am IN FACT a 100% FAILURE GF.

thus i am not fit to get married.

2010-01-03T17:47:00.001+08:00

why am i feeling this right now?

this feeling shouldnt be felt within me AT ALL!

ARGH.

FCUKED !!!!

2009-11-24T14:07:00.001+08:00

FCUKING SHITTY DAY

2009-07-26T22:00:00.000+08:00

Life is making fun of me when i moved on, finding a new aim in life.

SMU just cocked up my life when i think my life is perfect nw.
It might be contridicting to say so..
as i have a stable job now, willing to extend me, and i am studying happily as a student of KAPLAN for ACCA Certification and .....

i Accepted SMU's offer.-.-

it's too good to reject this offer, yet, i felt wasteful to give up my career.
sigh.

2009-07-01T18:35:00.002+08:00

just a quick update.

i am soon-to-be jobless @19th July, which is a sunday.

meaning i will be jobless on Fri, 17th.

anyway.

i signed up for ACCA, and tml will be my 1st lesson, Biz Law.

the format is about the same as poly.

so i hope i will do well ?

mmm, so far, work luck isnt that great, r/s too.

am single again, whooowooo.

this time, i hope i seriously wont get into a r/s so soon.

i am so gotta learn to adapt to singlehood again.

and gotta learn to enjoy single-dom.

((:

Jia you bah.

2009-07-01T00:03:00.010+08:00

Bangkok, Thailand

2009-06-22T21:00:00.002+08:00

I am seriously so sorry for what i have done to you.

Please be happy..

It's such an irony that i made a decision based on thhe logic i used for buying a wallet.

enirek could you stop doing stupid stuff???!

2009-06-21T21:11:00.000+08:00

I am such a bi*ch.

Fcuked off

2009-06-18T21:22:00.002+08:00

watever it is, kerine is sort of back to normal.

and of course, back to normal routine((:

2009-06-07T16:42:00.002+08:00

虽然六月份治过了仅仅的七天。

我的生活却过得一塌糊涂。

六月五日，应当是我们在一起度过的第两个月，但此时此刻的我却对这段感情感到无比的彷徨。。

不知我们的结缘是否是对的选择。

这几天，不断的哭泣，不想的回响，以为已经放的下的我，其实真的放不下。

在我以为我放得下的期间，我把它的号码删除了，并把简讯统统删了。

我真的希望他不再联络我，这才会帮助到我。

当天，我也参加了残障噢运会。

从那些小孩身上，我有所领悟。

为何我们不能像他们一样，过得轻松自在，而要你争我夺的过日子？

我对人生感到无奈，也觉得惭愧。

我真得很想好好地去珍惜我所爱的人。

但为何每当我想去珍惜一个人，那个人似离我好远好远。

近在咫尺，却无缘在一起。

真的觉的心灰意冷了。

真的累了。

2009-06-06T00:49:00.001+08:00

i will be back to post on Special people...

Back for some blogging!((:

2009-06-06T00:19:00.002+08:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Awful red bean blended ice
2. Last phone call: mama
3. Last text message: i am hm babes!
4. Last song you listened to: Shui Jing
5. Last time you cried: one moment ago

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yes
7. Been cheated on: yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: yea.
9. Lost someone special: yes
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: nv drunk, nv threw up be4

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Lime green
13. Orange
14. r€d

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes
16. Fallen out of love: yea
17. Laughed until you cried: yes
18. Met someone who changed you: partially? i am back to original state
19. Found out who your true friends were: not really
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes sorta
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: not yet
22. How many people on your friend's list do you know in real life: 80%? i am currently trying my best to delete those ppl i dunno
23. How many kids do you want? 2
24. Do you have any pets: 2 dogs
25. Do you want to change your name: kerin with an E pls. --> kerinE
26. What did you do for your last birthday: went cedele with my bitches.
27. What time did you wake up today: supposedly 430 but snoozed till 445
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: in my lala land.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Marriage
30. Last time you saw your Mother: nw looking at her
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: pls make all my wishes come true
32. What are you listening to right now : keyboard clicks n fan sound
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: this man
35. Most visited webpage: facebook
36. Whats your real name: Kerin
37. Nicknames: Ker , ah mei
38. Relationship Status: single or not, i dunno, and definitely unAVAILABLE
39. Zodiac sign: pieses
40. Male or female?: female
41. Primary School?: ahmad ibrahim primary school
42. Secondary School?: Orchird park sec
43. High school/college?: ngee ann polytechnic - banking & financial services
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: Long
46. Height: 160cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone? yeah.
48: What do you like about yourself? i am so PESSIMISTIC about all things i am doing, likes listening to extra EMO chinese songs.
49. Piercings: yes
50. Tattoos: no
51. Righty or lefty: R

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: when i was born. does that count?
53. First piercing: yes
54. First best friend: Michelle tong
55. First sport you joined: Swimming
56. First vacation: Mysia- Genting
58. First pair of trainers: n/a

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: n/a
60. Drinking: n/a/
61. I'm about to: go to bed if noone chats wif me on msn
62. Listening to: didn't i answer this earlier? *points to q32*
63. Waiting for: my white horse

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: didn't i answer this earlier AGAIN? *look to q23*
65. Get Married?: yea
66. Career?: AUDITOR

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spon
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: R/s
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: neither

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nah
77. Drank hard liquor: guess so
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Nop
79. Sex on first date: Nope
80. Broken someone's heart: i guess so
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: yea
84. Cried when someone died: yea
85. Fallen for a friend?: nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: nt really
87. Miracles: hoping HARD
88. Love at first sight: if thr is

89. Heaven: no
90. Santa Claus: no
91. Kiss on the first date:yea
92. Angels: rubbish

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time?: yea
95. Did you sing today?: yea
96. Ever cheated on somebody?:yea
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: before i was born
98. The moment you would choose to relive?: when i am in blissfulness
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: starting to feel tt
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Nope

2009-05-11T21:08:00.002+08:00

Poor deer..

2009-04-14T22:01:00.000+08:00

Jimny((:

2009-03-11T23:53:00.001+08:00

I have been offered a choice.

Now, i am being sandwich-ed between the 2 choices.

Yi Qi, money?

which is more important to u?

LaPrincesse..29thNov..

2009-03-08T00:27:00.001+08:00

The day is just fab for me.

Everythhing seems to be so nice in place((:

in love

((:

LaPrincesse..29thNov..

2009-03-06T10:51:00.005+08:00

It is always this case...

Leopard would never change its spots.

truth always backed up and strengthen my point of view.

nth is forever..

LaPrincesse..29thNov..

2009-03-02T20:57:00.002+08:00

i wanted to do some posting of the pictures that i had left for rotting few months ago, but, i found that i could not find the disc.

gosh. gotta start finding the location of the disc.

for now, i gotta ciao again.

20th bdae, looking forward to it((:

no more -teen.

now only has -ty.

LaPrincesse..29thNov..

2009-02-24T21:11:00.001+08:00

Enirek is going on a BKK Spree!((:

May.

Stay Tune.

LaPrincesse..29thNov..

72 out of 138

2009-02-22T20:09:00.002+08:00

Do this and repost it with the title:

I have done 83 out of 138.

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(X) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (accidentally)
(X) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR:2

Level 2
(X) Are / Been In Love
(X) Been Dumped
() Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 4

Level 4
(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(X) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 7

Level 5
() Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(X) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 8

Level 6
(X) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 9

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(X) Taken Pain Killers
(X) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 12

Level 8
(X) Had A Tea Party
( ) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(X) Played Dress Up

SO FAR:15

Level 9
(X) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 19

Level 10
(X) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR:20

Level 11
(X) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(X) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 23

Level 12
(X) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(X) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR:25

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 26

Level 14
(X) Hated The Way You Look
(X) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(X) Questioned Your Heart
(X) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 30

Level 15
(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
( ) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 33

Level 16
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(X) Played Cops And Robbers
(X) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(X) Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 38

Level 17
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(X) Made a Prank Phone Call
(X) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(X) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 42

Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(X) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(X) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 44

Level 19
(X) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
( ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(X) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 46

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(X) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 47

Level 22
(X) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(X) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 49

Level 23
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(X) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(X) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(X) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 53

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
( ) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been in a tree house.
(X) Been scared to watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 54

Level 25
(X) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 55

Level 26
( ) Played Chicken
(X) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on (more like thrown)
(X) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
() Broken A Bone
(X) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 58

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
() Caught A Butterfly
(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(X) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 60

Level 28
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(X) Cheated On A Test
(X) Forgotten Someone's Name
(X) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
(X) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(X) Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 65

Level 29
(X) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity
(X) Black-Mailed Someone
(X) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 68

Level 31
(X) Been Used
(X) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(X) Bitten Someone
(X) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 72

Level 32
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tyres
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

SO FAR: 72

72 out of 138.

2009-02-06T23:19:00.001+08:00

I wish i could talk to you like that..
misses the times when we actually sit down and chat.

Wishlist for Bdae:

Wii Fit
New laptop

LaPrincesse..29thNov..

2009-01-26T20:26:00.000+08:00

Fcuk up.

2009-01-25T15:28:00.001+08:00

APPEARANCE
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[] I have freckles.

FAMILY
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

EMBARRASSMENT
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my trousers rip in public.

RELATIONSHIPS
[] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[x] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

SEXUALITY
[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[] I've hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger.

HONESTY
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.

BAD TIMES
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[x ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm upset.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying

2009-01-02T23:28:00.001+08:00

Fcuked up.

Stupidity.

2008-12-28T19:20:00.000+08:00

i am so dead. shit.

so much changes.
so difficult to cope.

Bless me.

2008-12-21T20:48:00.000+08:00

i am not dead, will be back soon with lotsa pics((:

LaPrincesse..29thNov..

2008-12-07T14:15:00.002+08:00

Such a tiring day.
amazingly, enirek cleaned the whole house, inclusive of washing clothes toilet, etc-.-

LaPrincesse..29thNov..

2008-12-05T23:51:00.001+08:00

It's amazing...

LaPrincesse..29thNov..

2008-11-29T06:18:00.000+08:00

((:

2008-11-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

am just tired of her nonsense.
i dun wanna go hm!

Click to see all, am jus random

2008-11-23T19:20:00.002+08:00

LaPrincesse..

2008-11-22T10:58:00.001+08:00

160.0---84.8---59.2---86.4---49.4---29.6---53.0---47.7

randomness

2008-11-15T18:52:00.001+08:00

LaPrincesse..

2008-11-15T17:52:00.001+08:00

Totally cocked up.

can someone bring me out of this situation?

2008-11-15T00:53:00.001+08:00

it seems like the my life is upside down.

i dunno if i am able to take it.

sigh.

2008-11-13T20:16:00.002+08:00

i realise long ago how bad my character and personality is.
but i couldnt be bothered by it.

i think i cannot delude myself anymore as it's getting from bad to worse.
i am so so sorry frens.
if i ever irritates /agony you or being a slut/B*tch of all times.

i know i am one.
will try to change.

tt's all for today.
self reflection will be done on bed.

Thanks everyone.

2008-11-09T14:10:00.001+08:00

在我一生当中，会不会有人与我擦肩而过呢？

2008-11-09T01:30:00.004+08:00

AGONY

enirek is terribly sad now.

who is the person that enirek would spent on despite being broke?
treating her all the good food enirek can think of.
buying her necessities that would make her look good?

after all the things i have done for her, if she still thinks i am that immature and dunno how to think, i have nth to say.
except the fact that i am ABIT lazy, moodswings alot
iDARE to say i am a perfectly GD child all parents opt to have.

i dun expect u to say how gd i am infront of other people.
all i wanted is dun say that i am bad/immature/dun care abt ur wellbeing.
i am more concern than anybody abt ur wellbeing!

it's just hurting and felt tt how matter how well i fare in being ur daughter, you just think i am just nt doing well enough.
just like when i am young.
you nv praise how smart/clever i am whenever i gets 100/100.
you only scold me when i nv get full marks.
when is my effort being recognise?
pls tell me.

all i need is your understanding and appreciation.
do you even know what your daughter needs?
i guess not?

i am just tired of all these.
life.

all i care now is money!
whr e fcuk do i find money to repay the fcuking credit debts owe to CI-TIbank?
500!
gosh.
fcuking hell.
she's taking my whole sanyang fei for this mth too, salary isnt enough too.
i had to put back the items tt i wanted to buy.
i have to think THRICE be4 i buy!

wtf.
i sound like a desperate poor gal now.
fcuk fcuk fcuk!
vulgarity is heavy today.
cant blame me.
too stress!
arggh!

2008-11-05T20:57:00.000+08:00

i know this gotta be harsh and hard for me.
but i gotta move on.

这只是过渡期...

2008-11-04T22:19:00.001+08:00

Day 1

2008-11-02T20:22:00.000+08:00

i am tired...

need some time to digest my food...while bored, tadah!

2008-10-30T22:24:00.002+08:00

1. Your someone needs you at 3am would you go?

if i miss the person like hell and manage to sneak out of hse. ahah

2. When was the last time you wanted to scream?

some time ago? haa

3. What was the last thing you cried about?

too much mistakes in my work done.

4. Who did you hang out with last?

Frank, colleague, to shop for Jasmine bdae pressie.

5.What are your plans for the weekend?

Celebrates Jasmine's Bdae! and get to know her cousin LOL~!

6. How many hours did you sleep last night?

7.Have you ever cried while in the shower?

yea.

8. Could you go a day without eating?

could you not breathe for a day? NO OFCOURSE. Eating is breathing muahahah

9. What music you listening right now?
Jay's new song.

10. Is there someone you want to fight?

No now, noone

11. Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?

of course. i am not that ugly after all. hahah

12. Do you believe in true love?

perhaps

13. When was the last time you were disappointed?

mmm, my bro?hahaha

13. Do you miss your past?
SORTA. but things would have been so differently if tt's not past. lol

14. What are you doing tonight?

trying to eat and drink finish my ai xin soup cooked by my mama.

15. Do you think your ex still likes you?

NOPE. 100% hhaha

16. Is there anyone who doesn't like you?

of course. those tt bitch abt me? 100% gt one. ahhaha

17. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?

chestnut! is tian jin de o forest! ahha

18. Do you believe ex's can be friends?

NOPE.

19. Which of your friends do you argue with the most?

useed to have one in primary sch. CHIN LIZHI (sounds so lizard like hahah, no wonder i dislike lizards so much lol.)

sec-zhu jian hui? i dun really like him tt's all

poly- _______
guess hahaha

20. Ever kissed someone that smoked?

yeap

21. Ever liked two faced people?

perhaps after tt i noe.

22. Is there someone in your life you don't want in it?
yeah, kick them out man! haha

23. What are you excited about?

TML's food tasting!

24. Ever stayed up all night on the phone?

yea. when i am still pa tor-ing.

25. Does it take a lot to make you cry?
nah, mine is a automated water tap.

26. What’s your favorite season?
autumn

27. Does it annoy you when someone says they’ll call, but never do?

yeah! super frustrating.

28. What's the connection between you and the last person you talked to?

mum and daughter

29. Do you check your phone every hour?
not now, esp working hrs.

30. Do you like texting?

now i prefer more talking. haha

31. Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?

talk abt it, but of course not to big mouth ppl=\

32. Anything depressing within the last month?

ya i did lots of mistakes in my work.

33. Is there anyone that means a lot to you?

yeap, my mama

34. When is the last time you got really frustrated?

today

35. Jeans or shorts?

jeans when i am fat, shorts when i am slim. ahha

36. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?

yeap, i dun like them to drink and make a fool out of themselves when they cant hold liqueur.

37. In the past week have you felt sad?

abt work perhaps

38. Do you get the recommended eight hours of sleep each night?

wkends, but body alarm, oftens wakes me up at ard 6/7 hrs later.

39. How was your summer holidays?

attachment i guesS?

40. What time did you wake up this morning?

6am.

41. Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?

i wanna remains today((:

42. Bad thing you said today?

euh eh?

43. Have you ever been hurt so bad,and thought,moving on would be fast for you cos of what happen?

yeap

44. If you could go back in time and change something, would you?

Nope. outcome would be worsen i guess

memories

2008-10-26T23:00:00.002+08:00

LaPrincesse..

2008-10-26T14:26:00.001+08:00

两个损友的一天

2008-10-25T00:37:00.002+08:00

Fadhli said i looked so much happier and cheerful today.

of course not because it's friday today.
maybe i finished up most of my work , and stress diminished!
i started work at 8.15 daily and ends average 6.30 this wk to settle my stuffs.

finished scanning, but i need to arrange the folders soon!
arggh, tue then, after my report submission.

it's getting better isnt it?((:

She's HOT!

2008-10-14T21:32:00.000+08:00

LaPrincesse..

2008-10-12T15:46:00.002+08:00

Friday's outing is absolutely FUN!
hee.
Pics will be up soon.

weiting, next time u gotta follow us.
life is soo good without bothering other people's opinions((:

Oldies

2008-10-05T23:45:00.003+08:00

Morton's Steakhouse

Broiled Salmon

doesnt taste like broiled at all.it's pan fried, super not nice.

Asparagus
it's nice. look at its huge size

Dining @ Geek Terminal

Work Placement Interns

Stepped on a Belt hook

now it's protruding.-.-
i like this=P

LaPrincesse..

2008-10-04T02:34:00.002+08:00

i am getting an OFFDAY on MONDAY.
Envy me please.
muahahahah

it's an AUSTRALIA holiday((:

anyway, it's the 1st time i ever drink so much of alcohol in a day.
guess i am pretty good with holding my liqueur eh?
=P

1st time at a "UNDER 21, not allowed" BAr.
ordered lychee Martini, bad bad.
taste weird.
hang out there with Paul, Brendon, Mit, Jas, Frank, ek, CP till Marilyn, hsiao wei n gang came.

another 1st experience with Morton, the Steakhouse, is BAD BAD and SUPER BAD.
salmon had fishy smell, excessive oil due to cooking method spoilt the whole dish.
i feel like vomitting after a few mouthful bites.
next comes the big magnified Asparagus.
doesnt taste as good as it should be.
but slightly towards salty side.
then came the mushroom.
it's normal, but priced at a hefty rate.
Souffle, whichh supposingly be one of the signature dishes, came out losing to the cream sauce.
Cream sauce is better, everybody said.
the wine , to me , is nah nah, as i dun really like it.

the next is pubbing.
i had Jasmine Gold. not a bad choice.
chat n joked thru the whole night till 1.30am.

Cabbed hm with Rina n Frank+ CP.

Well, the highlight of tonight is Paul doing the IRENE way of walking(Ting Xiong zuo Ren. hahah)
and interesting part is Jasmine trying to matchmake her cousin to me.
hahaha.

that's all about it.
guess i am getting tired soon((:
enjoy!

i had 3 days break to rest.

xcheerios

life's good

2008-10-01T14:18:00.003+08:00

Life is SSOOOO Great with OT(s)
ahhaa

i dunno why, i just like stressing myself to the max that Brendon asked me to RELAX ahahaha
not to worry that much.
and i seriously need to arrange my stuffs, be4 the mailbox gets flooded on Thur when i returned.
so i decided to go to work super early on Thurs. hee

i couldnt believe i am so WORKAHOLIC.
oppps.
too early to say that.
((:

well..
enirek is sooo fortunate to be off today as i am SUPPOSED to work today.
why??
cos i am working for Aussie Team, and they follows the Australia holidays.
but being a nice soul, Brendon allows me to take a break as nothing much will be due today.

((:
i guess i made the people in the Aussie team so mad. haha
i am SOOOOO SORRY!

anyway, our department gotta move up to Level 10, which means there's an increase in probability that i will have my OWN seat. OWN table.
hee
SOLELY MINE((:

i shall end my words now, cos i needa pack my stuff to allow my NEW wardrobe to come in on SAT.
super excited for it.
cant wait to add more apparels to my wardrobe((:

emoness

2008-09-28T14:12:00.005+08:00

i hope the mass tons load of work would
drown,
suffocate
and deprive me
from my free time to hu si luan xiang.

randomly, i miss my buds.
the last time i see them was in aug.
one busy with GF, another had tons of his poly frens to go out with.
the rest, i guess i lost touch with them.

sigh.
am i that bad?
i am sorry frens, for some stuffs, i just dunno how to tell you all.
maybe that gave you all a bad impression of me.

i am bad in handling relationships.
regardless of frenships etc.
i just dunno how
and
i guess i am just not fit to......

iam just want to indulge in my world of emo-ness now
my existence, would that really matters?

)):

2008-09-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

serve me right

2008-09-24T22:47:00.001+08:00

i believe what's belongs to me , will be mine, no matter what happens.

不是你的，勉强也不会得到幸福

comma, soon fullstop

2008-09-23T20:09:00.003+08:00

it gotta be fine soon!((:
emo kid, when occupied, thinks of nothing else

keep me busy keep me busy !((:

Randomness

i wanna eat buffet
i wanna run run and run
i wan to go TI GAM
i wanna spent my hours shopping and shopping
i wan to have tons of money
i wanna spent hrs n hrs with my friends
wanna play Indian Poker.
i wanna be drunk
i wanna stay in a hospital
i wanna play with Guai Zhang
i wanna get married
i wanna go traveling

2008-09-22T19:33:00.001+08:00

As expected...

2008-09-21T22:11:00.000+08:00

if that would last...

2008-09-21T13:27:00.000+08:00

LaPrincesse..

touching

2008-09-21T12:49:00.001+08:00

2008-09-21T10:16:00.002+08:00

went out to celebrate Yixin, XINXIN's birthday in advance.
it was really fun.

we headed for a meal at RIBENCHUN before we headed to a pub.
We decided to pub and not club cos there are protectives angels surrounding us.
((:
clinic is really cute anyway.
wanted to stay in that area, but i guess it's too crowded, and warm.
dun really like that pub but we did enjoyed ourselves.
the little games like finger switching, (5,10), indian poker.
it was sOSSOOOO FUN!((:

not forgetting the losers finishing the Beer.
PURE Fun

i looked forward to another class outing.
but this time, i hope those that couldnt make it this time would make it the next time.

PS: Kent you are really DOTS. ahaha
-Wordless-

2008-09-17T20:53:00.001+08:00

i know it gotta be Hard for me to cope.
but i believe i can do.

Faith will get me to somewhere.
i must not give up.
this gives me a real training arena.
Jiayou!((:

2008-09-17T20:05:00.000+08:00

i am so sO SO SORRRY!!

Bye Wisdom-.-

2008-09-15T21:56:00.002+08:00

as seen in title, my wisdom tooths are gone for good

10 mins only, and wholah.
Tadah!

look at my face, kinda swollen becos of the infection
BEWARE.
the photos below may caused you nauseousness.
for your own safety, do not risk to see/scroll down.((:
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i had 4 of those.
major loss of blood. hahah
anyway, i like the young female doctor.
she's damn cute.

she "ZeeZh-ed" me before another doctor started his mission on removing my 2 tooths.
she's lim wan yi. haa
she's pretty too.((:

i wanna jian fei during the pain period. haaha
-.-
i am lame,
mc for 2 days. i gotta miss work.)):
LaPrincesse..

2008-09-15T07:59:00.000+08:00

kerine is going for an operation later.
Bleess me.

2008-09-07T19:34:00.002+08:00

brought OMNIA!((:

trying to figure out the features now, so the pictures will come in later.
had a great day today.

had 13 tigams , pictures will come in later too.((:
got mickey mouse figurines that comes in donuts shapes and a cute character which i dunno what's the name anyway. hahah

working tml, have to download some games n applications later((:

blog maybe tml?
stay tune((:
hee

2008-09-06T23:21:00.001+08:00

OMnia?

HTC?

IPHONE?

which one?

results will be reveal on SUN((:

2008-09-05T23:47:00.003+08:00

i guess today is an emo day for me.

but quite happy that i no longer think abt tt.
my mind and heart was so blank.

after work, chenpei and i had a great talk, clearing €MANyMANY things up.
haha.
cleared stuffs up but am isnt quite bothered by it. haha
anyway, i guess misunderstandings arise becos of the people adding "salt" and "vinegar" to spice up the story?
anyway, i wasnt hating her at all, and why should i?
seriously i am not.
((:

it's not really her prob i think.
it's someone else.
ahaha

anyway, back to the emo part.
after sending chenpei n dionne to rafflesplace mrt, i headed to chinatown.
roamed around,walking around looking at the environment.
lightings, people, noise, more.
headed next to the central.

shopped around and brought a pair of shoe.
satisfied.
gotta have some pictures uploaded soon.
((:

life is short.
behhapppy and satisfied.

2008-09-03T06:15:00.002+08:00

the book is somehow useful to me.
the pain isnt really that intense anymore.
so it doesnt really mattters if u come and view me and me accidentally saw those pictures.

i guess i have done it, congrats enirek!
((:
seriously i am so elated.
bright new life infront of me and why should i be gloomy becos of that?
((: again((:

smile and luff off is the best remedy((:

loves*myREDbeannylollipop

2008-08-31T22:45:00.001+08:00

ok, enirek is so not totally thrilled to start working tml, which is in less than 12 hours time-.-

quite true. lOl.

2008-08-31T21:02:00.000+08:00

Analytical Thinker (AT)

(Just visiting? Take the free personality test and determine your iPersonic type!)

Analytical Thinkers are reserved, quiet persons. They like to get to the bottom of things - curiosity is one of their strongest motives. They want to know what holds the world together deep down inside. They do not really need much more to be happy because they are modest persons. Many mathematicians, philosophers and scientists belong to this type. Analytical Thinkers loathe contradictions and illogicalness; with their sharp intellect, they quickly and comprehensively grasp patterns, principles and structures. They are particularly interested in the fundamental nature of things and theoretical findings; for them, it is not necessarily a question of translating these into practical acts or in sharing their considerations with others. Analytical Thinkers like to work alone; their ability to concentrate is more marked than that of all other personality types. They are open for and interested in new information.

Analytical Thinkers have little interest in everyday concerns - they are always a little like an “absent-minded professor” whose home and workplace are chaotic and who only concerns himself with banalities such as bodily needs when it becomes absolutely unavoidable. The acknowledgement of their work by others does not play a great role for them; in general,they are quite independent of social relationships and very self-reliant. Analytical Thinkers therefore often give others the impression that they are arrogant or snobby - especially because they do not hesitate to speak their mind with their often harsh (even if justified) criticism and their imperturbable self-confidence. Incompetent contemporaries do not have it easy with them. But whoever succeeds in winning their respect and interest has a witty and very intelligent person to talk to. A partner who amazes one with his excellent powers of observation and his very dry humour.

It takes some time before Analytical Thinkers make friends, but then they are mostly friends for life. They only need very few people around them. Their most important ability is to be a match for them and thus give them inspiration. Constant social obligations quickly get on their nerves; they need a lot of time alone and often withdraw from others. Their partner must respect this and understand that this is not due to the lack of affection. Once they have decided in favour of a person, Analytical Thinkers are loyal and reliable partners. However, one cannot expect romance and effusive expressions of feelings from them and they will definitely forget their wedding anniversary. But they are always up to a night spent with stimulating discussions and a good glass of wine!

2008-08-30T21:05:00.006+08:00

enirek successfully conquered the cleaning mission of toilet yesterday.
with the power of 1 toothbrush.
lOL!
not that i've been punished to use only a toothbrush,and not sponge.
but, i just like using JUST a toothbrush((:
cleaner i guess>?

and then, enirek woke up with a aching body.
haha.
18 years of not doing the housework faithfully results in this.
=P

enirek went library-ing today and borrowed 2 books after a fab day with Wee baby((:
lOL.
had a satisfying meal @shokudo
i had chicken curry rice while wee had salmon and egg rice bowl.
damn nice, we will still be there dining and gossiping down 20 years road right wEE?
lol.

infront of me, behide wee, was a group of AUNTIES.
gossiping away.
so i guess that's how our future life would be down the 20 years road.
or maybe, if we are luckier, we might be shopping in Hermes, LV, Miu Miu before we head to GoodWoodPark hotel for high tea.
hahha

i have got a new wallet too.
quite nice i guess.((:

then i headed to ryffles to get my TEDBAKER London Spec.
it's damn nice eh.
i like it. lOL.
enirek just LOVES changing SPECs, fetish for it((:
Combination equals
tadAH!
Damn si wen.
SI wen Bai lei-.-
it suits my working apparels thou.
more professional they said.
duhx.
i ren!
6 mths more, and PERHAPS i will change another one=X
hee
JK!((:
am not that rich to keep changing=\

Wee, our sushi buffet after our 1st pay, dun forget eh.
Wee and enirek proudly invites:(randomly ranted)
1) ShuYing
2) Yixin
3) Weiting
4) Forest ( if u dun mind being carnivore for a day haha=P)
5) Fred
6) PeiWen
7) Kent
8) Chenpei
9)PhooYei
10) Dionne
11) Salny
12)Cindy

brain dead for now, that's all i could think of.
sorry if i forgot to type out your name=X

for now, i gotta bathe and continue my packing mission for my room
things to be done:
1) Alter my G2k pants
2) pack and throw out of date clothes.
3) exercise=X if i've got time=P

gotta pei mama for SUPPER now, cizo((:

2008-08-29T13:45:00.003+08:00

i guess it's really difficult to find someone whose's thinking and frequency is the same as me.
it's just wasting time and effort if that's not the case

it's scary shit.
i am not prepared and ready for one yet
unless it's really a good catch.
lOl.

sofa is done
up next: ROOM((:

2008-08-28T21:13:00.002+08:00

enirek wasted 1/2 day going out for a treated buffet at sakae sushi BUGIS
and East coast park for a breeze walk.
indeed, today's weather is good.
breezy and clear sky.

then been dumped at bedok MRT, cheated that it's 3/4 stops away from cityhall.
to horror, it's 20 mins away from my destination , dhoby guaht.
DAMNED!

finally after 20 mins, i headed to Pet shop to get my 2 Baobei's snacks.
used nets but was reject twice-.-
damnEDx2
have to use citicard instead.
(that gotta show how poor i am now to use credit arrghh)

next stop, Daiso-ed.
7 items, $14 bucks.

anyway, my table is done, next to do:
1) Sofa
2) Room
3)Painting

2008-08-26T21:47:00.000+08:00

whoo whoo whoo, addiction to MAHJONG!

yixin, let's have mahjong whenever we're FREE!((:

2008-08-26T01:03:00.000+08:00

enirek is fat enirek is fat enirek is super duper FAT~!

2008-08-26T00:47:00.000+08:00

enirek is sooOOOO addicted to viwawa now, arrgggh
ur fault, weeling! hahaha

2008-08-24T21:36:00.002+08:00

enirek's damage:

1) 2 wardrobes $718
2)Sorbet green Paint $65
Total $783

In 2 days, enirek's damage: $1176

To be add on :
1) leave on conditioner $31.40
2) Laptop table
3) and more tml with to be buy soon ikea products=\

enirek's room is so so so ex-.-

wall paint?

2008-08-24T13:46:00.001+08:00

LaPrincesse..

TF05, 2008

2008-08-24T10:00:00.000+08:00

LaPrincesse..

23rd August

2008-08-23T23:23:00.001+08:00

enirek

1) Rebonded her hair
2) Brought a new Ted baker Spec
3) EyeBrown threaded

往往, 天意弄人

2008-08-23T00:09:00.003+08:00

HI EVERYBODY! I AM OFFICIALLY PARTIALLY OUT OF NGEEANN. HAa!
partially cos i wont be going back to school until about feb next year 2009.

last paper ends today.

anyway i decided on one thing today.
i tell myself, if this happens, i am going to pick up courage to ask.
but maybe, we're not fated to be, thus this doesnt happened.
we are like so near, yet so far.

i am going to bid goodbye to you, perhaps i wont ever see you again.
i told myself, this is gotta be hard for me, but if fate doesnt really allow, so why force it to happen?
what if i force it and you doesnt appreciate it?
i'm too afraid to receive the same answer.
yes, i am timid.
勉强没有幸福, 又何必勉强呢?

i looked at you from bus, hoping you would look at me for a second.
but you didnt even turn your head.
maybe i am just hoping too much from you and expect too much for myself.
from that moment, i said to myself: forever goodbye

i sincerely wish you to find and treasure your happiness.
you will always hold a position in my heart,this wouldnt change.

loves*

2008-08-21T18:39:00.001+08:00

thinking alot alot..
should i? or should i not?

2008-08-20T09:37:00.000+08:00

我不瞭,我不瞭,我不瞭

2008-08-19T22:56:00.001+08:00

should i or should i not?

A wonderful dream...

2008-08-19T07:33:00.001+08:00

a great smile brought on my face
a great day shall be ahead of me
u
make me smile((:

19岁的清纯

2008-08-18T20:53:00.000+08:00

19岁的清纯

such a happy ending, Juhua finally be with him((:

2008-08-15T20:32:00.001+08:00

PROUDLY presents.....

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enirekious' SUPER LOVE for this RED LOLLIPOP!
TADAH!!
((:

everymomentofmylifeisgottabefilledwithyou*((:

2008-08-14T22:07:00.000+08:00

could we?

2008-08-11T01:14:00.001+08:00

enirek is super angry and fed up.
hu XI ,, hu XII!

bao blood veins le la!

ANGRY!

《关怀方式》

2008-08-11T00:04:00.000+08:00

《关怀方式》

男:寂寞开在心事旁随手种一些伤感
不让星星来窥探找个沉默的夜晚
找个沉默的夜晚不让星星来窥探
随手种一些伤感寂寞开在心事旁

合:我的关怀方式是你无法察觉的悲凉
只能在你不经意时才锁上我心房
你往常的亲切友善是我今生的遗憾
受伤後无悔的埋在不流露的脸上

女:寂寞开在心事旁随手种一些伤感
不让星星来窥探找个沉默的夜晚
找个沉默的夜晚不让星星来窥探
随手种一些伤感寂寞开在心事旁

*女:我的关怀方式是你无法察觉的悲凉
只能在你不经意时才锁上我心房
你往常的亲切友善是我今生的遗憾
受伤後无悔的埋在不流露的脸上

2008-08-10T12:49:00.002+08:00

Wall-E Wall-E Wall-E
10 promises to my dog
the mummy
money not enough2

X files

guess that should be all, ..... for RIGHT NOW ONLY.
ahaha.
i wanna join First Fitness too.
damn cool to travel down the lift from my workplace to enter into the gym.
guess what. the swimming pool is damn beautiful..
see
isnt it beautiful????

enirek gotta join this club!
hee

2008-08-06T22:00:00.003+08:00

I am officially a part of RBS((:

PS: forex is SOOO fun!=P

2008-08-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

白羊座 (Aries)

妈妈经常叮嘱羊羊： "穿裙子时不可以荡秋千；不然，会被小男生看到里面的小内裤哦！ "
有一天，羊羊高兴地对妈妈说： " 今天我和小明比赛荡秋千，我赢了！ "
妈妈生气地说： " 不是告诉过你吗？穿裙子时不要荡秋千！ "
羊羊骄傲地说： "可是我好聪明哦！我把里面的小内裤脱掉了，这样他就看不到我的小内裤了！ "
（勇敢直率、敢做敢为的白羊）

金牛座 (Taurus)
卖瓜小贩： "快来吃西瓜，不甜不要钱！ "
饥渴的牛牛： "哇！太好了，老板，来个不甜的！ "
（持家、想出轨又顾全自己的金牛）

双子座 (Gemini)
妈妈叫双双起床：" 快点起来！公鸡都叫好几遍了！ "
双双说： " 公鸡叫和我有什么关系？我又不是母鸡！ "
（自我意识强烈、自行思维的双子）

so cool , so bright , feel so good says (10:01 PM):
巨蟹座 (Cancer)
公车上，蟹蟹说：" 今晚我要和妈妈睡！"
妈妈问道：" 你将来娶了媳妇也和妈妈睡阿？ "
蟹蟹不假思索： "嗯！ "
妈妈又问： " 那你媳妇怎么办？"
蟹蟹想了半天，说：" 好办，让她跟爸爸睡！ "
妈妈： "！＠＃＄％?＆＊（ ......-"
再看爸爸，已经热泪盈眶啦！
（恋母情结、依恋的巨蟹）

狮子座 (Leo)
狮狮去参加奶奶的寿宴。到了吃寿包的时候，狮狮问：" 我们为什么要吃这种像屁股的寿包？ "
众人听了脸色大变。
接著狮狮拨开寿包，看看里面的豆沙，说： " 奶奶，快看！里面还有大便！ "
众人晕的晕，吐的吐。
（以自我感受、不怕旁人眼光的骄傲的狮子）

处女座 (Virgo)
处处对肚脐很好奇，就问爸爸。
爸爸把脐带连著胎儿与母体的道理简单地讲了一下，说： "婴儿离开母体之后，医生把脐带减断，并打了一个结，後来就
so cool , so bright , feel so good says (10:02 PM):
处女座 (Virgo)
处处对肚脐很好奇，就问爸爸。
爸爸把脐带连著胎儿与母体的道理简单地讲了一下，说： "婴儿离开母体之后，医生把脐带减断，并打了一个结，後来就成了肚脐。 "
处处： "那医生为什么不打个蝴蝶结？ "
（好奇心强又追求完美的处女）

天秤座 (Libra)
父亲对天天说： "今天不要上学了，昨晚．．．你妈给你生了两个弟弟。你给老师说一下就行了。 "
天天却回答： " 爸爸，我只说生了一个；另一个，我想留著下星期不想上时再说！ "
（聪明、权衡利弊的天平）

天蝎座 (Scorpio)
??刚睡著，就叫蚊子叮了一口。
他起来赶蚊子，却怎么也赶不出去。没法，便指著蚊子说： " 好吧，你不出去我出去！" 边说边出了房间，把门使劲关严得意地说： "哼！我今晚不进屋，非把你饿死不可！ "
（搞不懂、不按常理出牌的天

射手座 (Sagittarius)
射射：" 爸爸，为什么你有那么多白头发？ "
爸爸： "因为你不乖，所以爸爸有好多白头发阿。 "
射射： ...... （疑惑中）
射射：" 那为什么爷爷全部都是白头发？ "
爸爸：！＠＃＄％?＆＊（ ......
（喜欢思考的射手）

摩羯座 (Capricorn)
一天，羯羯跟妈妈上街；走在路上，突然下起雨来。
妈妈拉过羯羯的小手，说： " 下雨了，快往前跑阿！"
羯羯慢条斯理地问：" 那前面就不下雨喽！？ "
（明白现实懒得改变的摩羯）

水瓶座 (Aquari
so cool , so bright , feel so good says (10:04 PM):
水瓶座 (Aquarius)
瓶瓶问妈妈： " 问什么称蒋先生为『先人』？ "
妈妈说： " 因为 '先人 '是对死去的人的称呼。 "
瓶瓶说： "那去世的奶奶是不是要叫『鲜奶』？ "
（天生的另类、脑筋思考永远和常人不一样的水瓶）

双鱼座 (Pisces)
爸爸给鱼鱼讲小时候经常挨饿的事。
听完後，鱼鱼两眼含泪，十分同情地问： " 哦，爸爸，你是因为没饭吃才来我们家的吗？ "
（富含丰富同情心、不分情况对象的双鱼）

2008-08-02T21:45:00.000+08:00

双鱼座 (Pisces)
爸爸给鱼鱼讲小时候经常挨饿的事。
听完後，鱼鱼两眼含泪，十分同情地问： " 哦，爸爸，你是因为没饭吃才来我们家的吗？ "

so cool , so bright , feel so good says (9:45 PM):
富含丰富同情心、不分情况对象的双鱼）

2008-08-02T21:41:00.002+08:00

enirek is extremely emo today.
not becausse of guys or wat so ever.

it's somehow concerning her pride.
but she's sorta proud of herself.

smile gal, u will be fine.
u will get out of it.

2008-07-30T22:05:00.001+08:00

i am just too tired to pursue..
just let it be bah.

perhaps the way it is now is the best for us?
i dunno.

sigh.

2008-07-30T07:02:00.001+08:00

miss...

hungry too. haa

-.-