waiting for photos to transfer finish from benedick and to madey.

meanwhile, chat with LONG junhao.
less than 5 mins, he said"gtg chat with GF, bye."
argh.

why most of my frens are attached?!
noone to pei wo!!!!?
lOl.
-just random shouts-

sigh, sadded now la, oni enirek knows why.
=(

now the transferring is oni half , 50k kb out of about 100k.
emo-ing
emo-ing
emo-ing
emo-ing
emo-ing
emo-ing
emo-ing......

cheer cheer cheer up gal!
tml will be a better day!(:
=\

i wanna train well my vb skills.
i seriously sucked at it.
cant even play a game well.
ahhhhhhhaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh

48k now.
slowpoke slowpoke.
tell me , tell me what's fate, love, infatuation etc.
i wan to understand.
i wan to zhi ji zhi pi , bai zhan bai sheng.
i dun wanna lose to fate.

btw i like one particular song, but cant manage to find it.
it's a local production song.
an English song.
shall try asking andy for it.

closed the tab for friendster.
dont wanna see things that reminds me of sad stuffs.
things are just not smooth going for me.
bad stuffs keep happening to me.
this year is my lowest peak of life , i think.

today, mybro is not coming back home, thus i can slp the WHOLE bed(:
queen side and a single bed.
muahahhaha
nobody will snatch the bed with me tonight.
he's in camp till tml morning.
i still rember his whinning for me wasting 1/6 of his recent topped up petrol just to deliver my jeans and *personal uses stuffs* and YAM CEREAL to Ngee Ann 6 days back. hahha.
who ask him to borrow money from me.
hee
that's the interests.

am hungry now.
had veggy pizza , pear, one slice of cheese for dinner.
went ntuc wif mama aggain.
i am so HOUSEWIFE orientated(:

i wanna gt married by 22 and have a child at latest 24.
that's what i wish.
but most possibly would not happen.
who would want me anyway.
haA.

28k oni?!
gosh.
what should i talk about.
i realised how much courage a person would need to open up his mouth to woo or start conversation.
u will have to consider tons of things like,
-will she /he likes u too, if not ask le will paiseh?
-does she have a bf/he have a gf , and if yes, u will become 3rd party-like?
-will he mind talking to u?
etc.

well, hilme just added me on frenster.
22k to go.
erm, continue the above topic.
i seriously think guys are damn BRAVE!
cos gals like me would NV be able to do that if i happen to like that person.
i would just shou zhu dai tu =\
but i believe in fate.
what happens , happens for a reason.
and thus viceversa.
what doesnt happen, happens for a reason.
u 2 are not fated.
life is so amazing that both person will fall in love with each toher for the inner quality that each has and not just outer beauty.
a guy would fall for a kind soul then a pretty hot babe.
that's how amazing that could be.
so for all hot babes, u might be catching all attention of guys but u might not capture the heart of the guy u like as he might just fall for a simple gal instead.


20k to go.
damn it.
i am gotta drop dead anymoment.
argh!

11k to go.
it's now 1.46am.
gosh,
i miss speed.
and i realiseed my house do not have POKER cards.
wanted to teach my mum to play along with me.
but failed cos no poker cards. argh

i realised how boring my friendster is.
anyone who views my blog pls add me some testimonials.
lOl.

3k to go!
great great!

shall end here. it's a long post anyway.
happy readings dudes.(:

night(: