100% gameover

enirek jus saw a very hurtful fact.

the fact that the one whom she loved and thought he once loved her, nv smile that heartwarming-ly when taking photo and yet he did it wif his current GF.

her heart sank and she goes into a complete break down mood.
did he really love her in the days when they're together?
did he? or it just purely RESPONSIBILITY that they were togethher.

she's crying now , again.
she hates him.
officially.

we'll never be friends again.
dun tell me dun reason wif me dun talk to me.
i dun wanna see u or have anything tt got to do wif u now on.

and she will nv wear the ring again.
and she will throw away the bouquet u gave it to me.
and she will burn away all the photos we ever taken, the m1 cards we ever own, the collections of movie tickets, tickets to underwater world and all the stuffs regarding u.
she dun wish to have memories of us within herself anymore.

all these prove how heartbroken kerine can be.
kerine will not pursue this futile choice further.

all these while enirek has nv given up, holding on tight to our memories, rings, flowers, photos.
but now, seeing u 2 smile so sweetly in the pictures made me given up, given up TOTALLY 100%

alot of questions for her to ask u.
but it seems useless now.

perhaps if she nv browse my friendster and i nv go thru the list and saw ur familiar face, i would still be in the dark.

perhaps it's a good thing.
it totally cuts off our relationship.

ur gf should be really happy right, or she has nv felt threatened be4.

yoHUUUU
wake up!!!!
believes he nv loves u once.

fullstop.
game over.

after crying her heart out, she feels better.
no more no more crying ever , in the future, from this timing onwards: 9.07pm, 1 sept 2007