once again, enirek is back , EMOing.
it's not good.

feeling damn bad.
i thoughht we are friends, good friends.
yet time prove us wrong.
time
.
.
.
my biggest enemy...
we had so much fun and laughter despite of knowing each other for a short period of time.
we even agreed to wait for each other daily to go up the office.
althou suaning is an routine, (i do get fed up) but the anger didnt last long.
i dont know what happened exactlly?
or maybe just becos i didnt go for your church easter day drama?
truthfully, i dunno the truth if u do not say.

life is so unpredictable, having so much ups and downs.
i changed so much.

when i finally settled down my emotions, something would definitely occurs and disrupt my life.
iam so happy and always luffing my way thru when attachment JUST begin.
now, i am always in my own world, facing the blue sky and computer.



i seldom talk to them anymore.
awkwardness stands in between us.

this is just a post expressing my thoughts on how fragile friendship could be.
i miss my buds.
havent seen them for long.
wondered how they have been. xiao niu, rui, sigh
wanted to ask them out, but they were jaded to go out.

friends, i cannot live without with
it hurts so much when a friendship is lost or distanced.
sigh.