i woke up crying this morning, feeling super low and sad due to the dream i had.
the dream seems so real to me.

normally i would forget content of my dream about when i wake up, only remembered that i dreamt last night.
but i remembered vividly of the content of this dream.

super crashingon my hopes.
getting heavier emotional feeling.
i tried to talk and cheer myself up cos i knew it's futile to carry this kind of hope.
but..
i cant bring myself to feel optimistic.
it's my heart that controlled my mind...
i can no longer think properly.

i shouldnt be thinking about all these nw.
sigh.