Fusion

what's the use of just thinking?
enirek you are such a loser.

really wanted to know the truth..
but have no courage to find out.

felt as if oxygen is being used up and am grasping for air.
hearrt is pumping so fast.
heart is taking over the brain, refuses to let brain think properly.

what should she do?
impossible, impossible, impossible enirek have in mind.
she must be out of her mind.
4.15 am now.
what is she thinking about???!
wTf are you doing?
worth it? not worth it?
the feeling is super bad.

mum.. feel like hugging u and cry out loud again..
stop it!! seriously it's IMPOSSIBLE!!

I.M.P.O.S.S.I.B.L.E
understandS?
stop thinking about all these.
if all not the things you have done would be in vain.
all you did was suppose to prevent scenerios like now!
nono, dun do anything stupid!!

jus like what the Channel u series portrait: it takes forever to forget a person.
can time really cure wounds?
or rather time is just anaesthetic that helps people to forget the pain for only a period of time?
frustrated.

irritating la!