Saturday, August 23, 2008

往往, 天意弄人

HI EVERYBODY! I AM OFFICIALLY PARTIALLY OUT OF NGEEANN. HAa!
partially cos i wont be going back to school until about feb next year 2009.

last paper ends today.

anyway i decided on one thing today.
i tell myself, if this happens, i am going to pick up courage to ask.
but maybe, we're not fated to be, thus this doesnt happened.
we are like so near, yet so far.



i am going to bid goodbye to you, perhaps i wont ever see you again.
i told myself, this is gotta be hard for me, but if fate doesnt really allow, so why force it to happen?
what if i force it and you doesnt appreciate it?
i'm too afraid to receive the same answer.
yes, i am timid.
勉强没有幸福, 又何必勉强呢?

i looked at you from bus, hoping you would look at me for a second.
but you didnt even turn your head.
maybe i am just hoping too much from you and expect too much for myself.
from that moment, i said to myself: forever goodbye


i sincerely wish you to find and treasure your happiness.
you will always hold a position in my heart,this wouldnt change.

loves*

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